Yeah! Or I mean aww.... Today is the last day in 2011, means I will get older when I open my eyes in the next morning. Should I be happy or sad?
2011, is really a meaningful plus special year for me. Why? First, my life is being divided into two separate parts. First half is my college life, working hard to score well in A2, where my life is still full of dreams and hope. The second half, is my University life, where I become matured and get knew to many things that life isn't as easy as I thought.
Sweet and bitter, doesn't matter anymore. I still remember, last night, or maybe a long time ago I wish I could earn a lot of money, buy a big house and bring my family to travel all around the world. But today, it seems so far to reach. I don't know why my life would end up being like this, no aim no target, just hope to life well in everyday. And my only hope is, I can passed all my exam and graduate and find a work. Just a WORK, but not aiming for GOOD and WELL-PAID JOB. What a pity life.
Still remember, I was crying at the last day in last year, hesitating whether should I attend HKU's interview. Seriously, I wrote to them, rejecting the interview that night. But I changed my mind, in the second morning.
Well, I have to admit that I really regret that why I wanna go to that interview in last minute. I wish I've not. From that day onward, my life changed. HKU its like a nightmare, occupying my life for the whole 2011. And today I've prove that my fear to HKU at that time was right, this is definitely not my life. And she causes me to lose every single confident left in my heart. If I have a second chance, I really will reject the interview. Really.
Okay, I think the most 10 important things that happened in 2011 are:
1) A2 exam
2) Score well in A2
3) Say goodbye to so many bff
4) Enjoy my life in HK for 3 months and meet a lot of nice friends with different culture
5) Aiming for a pass rather than A in HKU
6) the HKU nightmare
7) Taiwan trip =P
8) Forgive an important friend =)
9) Study something that I swore not to study in my life and lose all my hope and target of life
10) Regret for not telling you that I like you LOL
Actually, 2011 is really not a bad year for me, at least, it should be rank the second coolest year in my life. (Best and the most insane year is Form 4 2008 =P And I know you knew why xD) I really will appreciate and always remember this year.
2012 is just 56 minutes to go. I'll make my wishes tomorrow. So goodbye 2011.
I will missed you always... =)
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