The road not taken

3rd week ends. Everything seems smooth, except studies.

My dad encourage me to apply for medicine in IMU. He wants me to have no regrets in my life. Well, here comes again. The situation is getting worse and worse. I had already settled everything in HK now. But I haven't paid my tuition fees and accommodation fees. Means I still can run away from here. But should I??

There're a few points to consider:

1.  Yes. I'll miss here, if you ask me to leave now. I still haven't give myself a try. I still have the hope that      
     maybe, just maybe, I can shift to other faculty. Although the percentage is almost 0.

2.  Life is boring here. But there're still surprises in my everyday life. And I enjoyed it much.

3.  I don't have any closed friend here, but I have a gang of people to joke and play with. Even I don't need    
    to produce any sound, their actions will still make me laugh crazily.

4.  I don't enjoy math and EEE. But everyone here also doesn't enjoy it. So do I have the right to use this as a
     reason to quit?

5.  I can't pay attention in class or more to I can't catch up my class. But they are worse. They dozed off in
     class.

6.  I can't see my future. But something invisible try to pull me back, tying myself with HKU. I'm not willing
     and do not have the power to quit.

7.  I don't like you. But I enjoyed chatting with you although its always so  miserable.

8.  I hate my life here. Life sucks. But yet I enjoyed every piece of damn memories here.

So friend, what am I suppose to do? Quit or continue for a non-future and meaningless life here? Can someone give me any suggestions???

Haix~~~